This past weekend was pretty good. I got to go to Olympia with some friends, and got to see my sister while there. Always fun. However, it is nice to be back, and to see people.
Right now I am feeling a little discouraged, there are definately days that I just wish I could stay in bed and listen to music all day. The future is so unclear at the moment, and there are definate times that I feel like I should have a better grasp on life, I am 21, sometimes it feels so old.
Life is funny like that, right now I cannot have those things that I desire most. Someone could look at my life from the outside and think it is all going so well, but little do they know that I am just a good actor.
This past weekend my ankle decided to hurt again, which makes me nervous-it has been over 5 weeks since I hurt it, and I still cannot run. Normally I wouldn't care too much, but the traveling frisbee team I am on has two tournaments in a row, which means lots of running, and traveling. I haven't been able to practice at all.
Sometimes I can get so depressed- I think that the clouds and rain that I was in all weekend had something to do with it.
Sometimes a good long walk at night with the ipod and headphones is the best thing you can do.
I can't wait for my trip to Europe, I need it.
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